Time-Pain-Healing
I’m starting to learn what it feels like when the seasons are changing.
God can see right through me. See all the contents of my heart.
Even though I try my best to hide and run there is no excaping.
I’ve been so casual, now I must surrender.
Cause he’s been telling me:
I hope you listen
Please turn away;
Let go now,
Pour out your hurt.
focus on me.
I will change you.
I LOVE you the most.
I. Always. Have.
How can I deny the love of my Savior?
How could I even try.
So here is my heart,
all the letters that were written and all my hurt.
He will heal me and make me new,
because there is none like Him.
I love you Lord.
Philosophy Club.
We talked about God today.
We went around the circle and shared an experience and wether we think God exists or not. I learned that many of my classmates believe there is a God but can’t understand why he would let bad things happen to good people. Almost started crying 3 times because of what people are going through. Yes, people go through pain, but God allows those things to happen because he wants us to realize we are weak and call out to him. So prayin like crazy for my classmates. If you’d like to join me in prayer, that would be amazing! Drop a message in my ask box.
Hey anon, God was preparing me for philosophy club today, and he used you. He is real.
Say what you need to Say.
:: Old poem::
Smashing dimonds,
I look through your faulty facade.
Butterflies are washed away in
the waves of temptation,
YOU are drownding.
Looking on in silence,
wind brushes over my dry coarse lips.
Salt clings to my skin.
I S T I F F I N.
Vapor twists in the air
consume, release,
A never ending pattern.
A small droplet breaks the concentration,
Shattering into defence.
And then we are restless.
It’s so hard.
When you make friendship and all of a sudden you feel like it’s gone. A person I felt so close to, is just so different now. This certaintly is not the first nor the last time I’ll find that people change. Really we all are constantly changing. Sometimes for the worse or maybe even the better. That’s how you know when friendships are legit. When years go by and the other person is still able to understand you no matter how you change. When you can talk on the phone for hours and not get bored or run out of things to say. As cliche as it sounds, it’s true. I’m just glad that I have people coming into my life now, to help numb the pain of what’s been lost. Because wether we like to face it or not, we’re all weak and need help.
