Do you ever feel completely frozen? When your mood is down and you are just listening to old music that you associate with different events in your life and all the memories come flooding back. It’s like I’m flash frozen. My heart is ahead of my mind and it’s wallowing behind. I know everything has worked out for the better but I can’t help but wonder what would have happend if nothing had changed? If I had prolonged goodbyes and listened closer. If I had kept my patience and had a better attitude towards my friends. I don’t like that the people who were once so close to me have seemingly floated away, that I struggle to hold on to the people who still care. But life is hard and it changes. People change too, like liquid puzzle pieces, they won’t always fit together. I need to melt.